bad night....

no show........
no drinking....
no gas.........
no boys........

thats what i wanted for tonight....it all fell into shit one after the other.

went to ventura for a show....somehting went wrong and theres no show tonight. so a waste of time and gas goign there. we have a bottle of jack daniels, was ganan go up to santa barbara and drink it up there with some friends. but no more gas to get up there. fuck! and no boys want me anyway not even if they are drunk. so no need to talk bout that one....boring night...and now my friend is mad cuz im not up in SB hanging out for the night.

im just in a poopy mood, cuz have nothing to do...im always just friends with all the guys. they all hit on all my friends and check them out. i just need ahot boy to come up to me randomly and kiss me...or at least a hug. i dont even need alchole. i would gladly go without it. if something like that happened......

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alright im not in a bad mood anymore...i usualy dont stay moody for long. haha ...now im just bored